Saturday, February 27, 2010
huhuuu...biasa err hati kecik,, tpi buat2 keras,, itu err eGo nama nya...
sini ak nk sHare sket VidiO clip apa yg membuat aKu sangt tersntuh dan menghayati sangt nih.. jUm layan....
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]
Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the
right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
... Erica turns the T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]
... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good
ya!! memang ada+ujud RATU PENIPU dalam dunia nih...
aku telah temuinya, dah lama aku temui tapi...
tapi kerana ikatan PERSAHABATAN/KAWAN,
aku sangat menjaga dan sangat melayan ia sebaik mungkin...
walau aku tahu itu semua hanya helah semata.
tapi kini aku sangat! sangat! sangat! tak dapat menahan bila peristuwa ini berlaku...
sangat aku tertekan+menyampah+menyumpah+memberontak dan sama waktu dengannya...
sehingga semua sarankan aku
"Jangan er kawan die lagi.. kalo ini lah keadaannya..."
eemm... apa yang aku mampu kata kan?? semuanya dah terjadi...
so lepas nih aku perlu berhati2 dengan kata2 manis RATU PENIPU ini..
dan orang lain juga.. ini lagu untuk kaw RATU PENIPU...
Kau buat semua percaya
Segala kata-kata mu
Kau anggap hebatnya dirimu
Kau sering mengada-ada
Reka semua cerita
Drama queen tak putus air mata
Mengharap perhatian dari semua
Kerna ku tahu
Kaulah Ratu Penipu
Kini aku tahu
Siapa sebenarnya diri mu
Tapi ada ku kisah
Aku bukan begitu
Kau sering mengada-ada
Reka semua cerita
Drama queen tak putus airmata
Gaya tak seperti sebelumnya
"Kepada RATU PENIPU.. maafkan aku kalo kaw terasa dengan blog aku ini, tpi ada aku kisah.. sini aku nak kasi sedikit pesanan khas tok kaw,, kalo nak berjanji bole.. asalkan ditunaikan.. jagan bila tiba masanya diam membatu, menghilangkan diri.. kalo terpaksa membatalkan janji tu,,, tolong kasi tawu awal2.. taklah menyusahkan orang lain.. senang nanti orang nk buat plen B. Apa2 pon thanks banyak diatas bantuan yang disumbangkan kaw untuk aku... hope lepas nih kalo ko jumpa aku jgn lari err kay.. sbb aku tahu hanya kaw satu2nya RATU PENIPU ku..."
Thursday, February 11, 2010
merapu merepek dalam blog yg dicipta khas
tok aku merapu merepek melepaskan kata2 baik buruk ku disini..
wahh..!!! hari aku mencuri sedikit masa kerja aku untuk memblog..
masa krj ja yg bole aku on9..
kalo tak krja jgn harap la...
tpi jgn terkezut tetiba aku on9 walaupon tak krj..
itulah maknanya aku telah pon berjaya menjadi seorang "hackers".
hahahaaa... statement bajet nk gempak ja..
tapi btol laa.. aku jadi hackers manual...
tawu cm na cara nya...??
bak kata Nabil,, lu pikir la sendiri,,,
aahhh..!! tergendala suda maw menulis bnyak mengganggu...
cau ah.. nnti cita aku merapu lagi...
Monday, February 1, 2010
Kekasih Jadi Kisah,
Kawan Jadi Lawan,
Impian Jadi Musnah,
Haram Jadi Halal,
Bahagia Jadi Derita,
Terang Jadi Gelap,
Madu Jadi Hempedu,
Hidup Jadi Taktentu,
Waras Jadi Gila,
Pandai Jadi Bodoh,,
Fikiran Jadi Celaru,
Manusia Jadi Hantu,,
Dekat Jadi Jauh,,
Semua akan Berubah,,
BIAR AKU TIADA KAWAN,DARI KAWAN MAKAN KAWAN…
BIAR ORANG YG KURANG PARAS RUPA,DARI ORANG YG KURANG ILMU AGAMA…
BIAR AKU BUTA,DARI AKU HIDUP DALAM KEGELAPAN..
BIAR AKU PERGI,DARI AKU TERUS MEMBENCI..
29/01/2010 : 2.00am : X2